I am tired..
Tired of feeling this way
Tired of letting myself down
Tired of not knowing what life is going to need me for
Tired of seeing that other people do extraordinary things, even if they are tired themselves
Tired of standing by the sidelines, terrified, or watching on tv .. cuz I am terrified
Tired of letting the past get in the way of my future
Tired of worrying.. its not gotten me anywhere so far
Tired of having this dark cloud with me at all times.. and that cloud is so big and it rains so hard
Tired of being... well.. me
Tired of not even knowing who this .. me.. is that I know I dont want to be
Tired of reading Rosie's blog, and thinking... what is it that I can do .. what difference can I make
Tired of making excuses
Tired of letting people take advantage of me, and feeling like a victim
Tired of not speaking up
Tired of running away
Tired of copping out
Tired of being a loser, when I WANT to be a helpful, honorable, useful human being
Tired of praying prayers for everyone, and not even understanding who I think is listening to those prayers... believing there is a higher power.. but wondering how he/she could let the things that happen in todays world happen... confused..
Tired of not making my voice heard
Tired of sticking with status quo cuz it is easier
TIRED of avoiding confrontation to the point that I blow up for no reason at the people I DO LOVE - because I have held it in with everyone/everything else..
Tired of fat
Tired of no energy
Tired of therapy
Tired of being co dependant
Tired of whining
Tired of bitchin and moaning..
Tired of ME
I'm thinking, I better try a new me .. cuz this one is NOT WORKING!!!@!@!@#@# urgh..
And she goes to bed... TIRED
Angel Chasse (again)
2 comments:
Hey Angel,
Cheer up, you know that soon you will be living down here, and I will make you go to the gym because I don't want to go by myself. :-)
I like to read the things you write, and in a lot of ways, I feel the same way. I wish I could express myself as well as you do sometimes. Instead I put up a tough exterior and rarely acknowledge that I have emotions to express.
TTYL,
Becky
:) Forgive this, but when I was finished reading your post, all I could think of was Madeline Kahn in Blazzing Saddles. She sang that song, Tired. do you know it?
I'm tired. Tired of being admired...Let's face it, I'm pooped! I can hear it now. So in your pain, I see laughter...if you look closer, you will see it too. That is the only way that I know that will help you become the person that you want to be. Laughter helps us get "unstuck." blessings and hugs, Renee
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